oh yeah, life has its ups and downs and I’m so tired of feeling down because od stupid things that are not worth it. 

I love my sister. I love my friends. They mean the world to me and fuck the rest. Fuck you, fuck him, fuck her. I’m so fucking done with being accused of everything that has gone wrong and being blamed for everything.I just have to deal with the fact that I can’t be good enough for everyone. And I have to figure out whose opinion matters and whose does not.Guess it’s time for a lot of people to realise that I have not been selfish so far. But I’m going to start being just that. For my own good and for the good of people I love.

and one would think I would concentrate on learning. Right… So yesterday I got first season of How I met your mother and I finished the last episode 5 minutes ago. uhm. 

Crying makes me sleepy… and that’s the last thing I need right now.

Will you make me stop watching interviews with Helen Mirren or Jen Lawrence? Please? I need to learn..

… so why do they release THE movies now??? The movies I’ve been waiting months for? WHYYYY?

- Hitchcock

- Django Unchained

- The impossible

- Paperboy

… if there will be Silver linings playbook in the morning….. no. there won’t :)

and I want Ice cream. A lot of it.

I’m back from London.

It was great. Amazing. And cold.

I bought some gifts for my family and some things for myself. Such as these two bags <3

and seriously… if this trip will work out well in the and - it will be a fucking MIRACLE!

srsly, I fuck up everything I can.. transfers from airport, check-in, picking up girls here in Prague, .. everything. 

But I can’t wait, I’ll buy Xmas presents for everyone and enjoy atmosphere of the best city there is.

xx

We got them! Tickets for the midnight premiere of HOBBIT in IMAX - 13.12. 0:01 (sharp)!!!

(Sorry for the bad quality but we were probably so excited that our hands were shaking while taking the picture :))

olah-colah

What was the last book you read? 

this is embarassing. I was reading Les Miserables but I had to stop because of school so now I read only books for school (19th century in czech literature sucks, believe me.). so the last book I finished is Kundera’s The farewell Waltz (and it took me ages because I forgot the book at home before I left for UK this summer so… argh.) embrassing.

Do you play an instrument?

No. never was. never will.

What do you aspire to be?

a complete failure. ugh, dunno the worst case scenario would be me being a teacher (the worst for the pupils.)

Two weeks and I’m in LONDON!

just for 5 days.. wish I could stay there and then go somewhere else, just not “home”